Sunday, March 28, 2010

The beautiful warm beach calling my name. The waves crashing to the shore trying to pull me in with them. Trying to get me to let go...
The waves pull me into the clusters of water. I float and forget my worries pretending to be a fish. I forget about you. I only remember the people I love. That is why at the end of the day, loosing my peaceful pleasure, the waves throw me back on the shore. And return me into my dramatic life of being a teenager.
The influence of the snakes at my feet trying to control my world. Their venum trying to suffocate me and bring me down to their level. As I try to step on them all a few sneak up and get to me . There are too many to ignore. Influencing the decisions I make everyday, changing my views. Some are good and some are bad. I try and get them to crawl back to where they belong . Why do they need to stay here with me? I want to decide by myself. I have no need for snakes tying me down and telling me who I should be. The truth is I know who I am. Through high school these snakes will stay with me bearing a weight on me. Those snakes have nothing on me when you get down to it. I will walk my high school career proud and strong, making mistakes here and there. But overall learning from them.